When things go from JUST NOW to RECENTLY to LATELY to LONG AGO and to ONCE UPON A TIME..
I believe everyone had that experience bofore? Perhaps it's sometimes sad to see things go from sweet to sour, from rich going bankrupt, and from hubby to finally he's in your "ex list". So, ladies and gentlemen, with my greatest condolences to myself, I hereby open my very first "account" in "The Bank of Ex".
What makes human so emotional? I suppose it has to be memories. Sweet memories that we tend to flashback during the sad days, memories that can no longer repeat in real life, memories that brings frustration, anxiety and most of all, disappointment.
Often enough, we tend to avoid having any contact with these memories which brings sleepless nights and all the mixed emotions. And one fine day when we accidentally bump into these memories, i.e, certain restaurants, certain cinemas, certain songs, and even certain brands bearing memorable haute couture names which somehow once featured any stage of your previous relationship, it hurts even more.
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So I did an experiment, intended to break all the laws of "emotional healing" created by some love deficit disorder (LDD) monsieurs. I visited some most "sensitive" locations. A move which may led me popping sleeping pills to death even thinking about it on the night of 21st January, exactly one month after my birthday.
I remembered this building well. 23-26NOV 2007
I remembered the first time I walked through this corridor..
It's no longer the same as I walked through it today.
And hesitating whether or not to press the bell
in front of this door just 2 months back.
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Room 1021
Ironically, it all started with the 21st room, and ended on the 21st day of January.
proven that my birthday wish on the 21st day of December didn't come true.
Result of the experiment?
Undefined.
