誰人無得到一切的渴求
誰人無攻於心計的理由
平凡人生
天真過後要怎麼走
記得曾經看過一部劇集記得這首主題曲的歌詞..
原來最痛苦並不是受傷.... 最近在很短的時間內發生了太多事, 差點連我自己都要”跟不上了”.
之前以為全都是他人的錯, 都是他人對不起我, 是他人欠了我似的.
不過現在想起來; 其實我真的沒必要把事情稿得那麼難堪.....當初我承認我有要示威的念頭, 想要他知道我有多失望. 直到那天他跟我說他看了我另一個網誌的時候, 我才發覺自己也過了點兒火.
其實我也知道他跟他另一半也有很多煩惱, 說明是 long distance relationship. 我還曾用過這一點來批評他. 現在想起來, 我真的後悔了.
原本我們還可以成為buddies, 不過經過這件事後, 我感覺到他已經改變主意了. 我真的很討厭自己為什麼當初不能夠退一步, 冷靜下來才行動.
之前還以為被人拒絕的感受就是最痛苦了; 怎麼知到現在情況仿佛180度改變, 讓我覺得慚愧,愧疚, 才是最要命的!
也許他說得沒錯, 我真的很幼稚, but i've never admitted it. Now that i admit it and i'm truely feeling regretful. Sorry, please forgive me.
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原來最痛苦並不是受傷.... 最近在很短的時間內發生了太多事, 差點連我自己都要”跟不上了”.
之前以為全都是他人的錯, 都是他人對不起我, 是他人欠了我似的.
不過現在想起來; 其實我真的沒必要把事情稿得那麼難堪.....當初我承認我有要示威的念頭, 想要他知道我有多失望. 直到那天他跟我說他看了我另一個網誌的時候, 我才發覺自己也過了點兒火.
其實我也知道他跟他另一半也有很多煩惱, 說明是 long distance relationship. 我還曾用過這一點來批評他. 現在想起來, 我真的後悔了.
原本我們還可以成為buddies, 不過經過這件事後, 我感覺到他已經改變主意了. 我真的很討厭自己為什麼當初不能夠退一步, 冷靜下來才行動.
之前還以為被人拒絕的感受就是最痛苦了; 怎麼知到現在情況仿佛180度改變, 讓我覺得慚愧,愧疚, 才是最要命的!
也許他說得沒錯, 我真的很幼稚, but i've never admitted it. Now that i admit it and i'm truely feeling regretful. Sorry, please forgive me.
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知道嗎？有些事不一定要說出來，有時候可能選擇不說也是一件好事。難免如果太過逞強的去面對，不覺得會弄巧反拙坏了整件事情的來龍去脈嗎？
有時候，不是爲了一個人的感受而需要去為他解釋或隱瞞什麽的，就是爲了大局著想，爲了不傷害他人，一些時候美麗的謊言是可以派上用場的。
既然事情已經發生了，就隨它而去吧！反正你一一的去責備自己也是不好。難得你經一事；長一智的，別人也會原諒你的。
Perhaps you've been forgiven for what you have done. Just the other party needs time to get over it. In your point of view, perhaps you thought that you just want to show you temper and express it out somewhere where comforts you but it doesn't mean everyone could think like you.
Silly you, Maturity cannot always bring out in your mouth, we all are still in the learning stage, we can't compare to each other or keep telling ppl that "I'M MATURE ENOUGH". That should let other ppl to judge, not us to decide whether we are mature or not.
In your age, perhaps you know what to do and how to face the situtation and you think that is a right thing to do but when you ask someone whom is older then you, they will give you their point of view or just shut you up by their so call "EXPERIENCED"
No worry! Everyone has gone through your stage, do not think you are not good ok!
Keep it up!
if you cannot be a good buddies with that person then perhaps be a good friend with him, may be you will find more comfortable being friends :)
-Sy-
生气过了头会做出非理智的事情，
但是人谁无过，谁能对自己的感觉置之不理？
应该没有吧！
我们是会微笑的，当然也会哭泣，种种情感让我们彻底的体验人生，
不要懊恼或后悔你所做过的事情，雨过会天晴，也会有彩虹，真正让人沮丧的就是不曾傻过，恨过，笑过。。。
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