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"Practically nothing special,

not that i can recall now..

probably later :) "

it's 1:08 AM to be precise n jeff hasn't replied any of my calls or texts.

Was he on the Sydney flight?

I mean..did he got into the flight?

or something else happened before that?

like what happens most of the time.

i.e. his granny had something going in the hospital?

Will I see him in KL with Steven?

As told BEFORE he left for the door?

Guten Nacht!

(morgen)

Family Trip Pangkor

My last Moral Studies paper finally finishes at 4:29 PM on Thursday, 13th Dec.

Guess what, a 2-week break ahead, christmas and new year's day included!

Although some of the papers i literally just ran through it but..okay let's forget abt it for the next 2 weeks okay?

So here's Pangkor.. a short holiday with my family, namely daddy,mommy, and 2 sisters. :)

with sister- Chrystal

mom and chrystal; me and sister- Catherine behind

Daddy and Chrystal

me and mom

One thing is these resorts works very slow in serving food...

another waiting day..

But most of all, the family got to get together..that's good.

Do we need distance to get closer?

Apparently yeah..

Especially in a long distance relationship..

Not very long distance though..

We're just 202miles/ 325km apart.. most of the time..

At times, we're even 9400miles/ 15127km apart..

At some times, we can be -7inches/ -17.78cm together c'mon u know what i mean..

And of course, we can comfortably be <1m apart!

So, in order to get from 9400miles/15127km apart to -7inches/-17.78cm together or a comfortably <1m apart,

These will probably be the stuffs we most probably relate ourselves to:

sometimes this

sometimes this will do

This would be more economical and convenient if v're 202miles away.

This is cheap too but 7-8hrs for 202miles is not for me :)

Well....this one coming soon

hmm...with all those miles, kilometers, meters inches and centimeters between us, i guess i'll treasure you a lot more when we get together. After all, it is all these little (sometimes weird) things that made our relationship so special !

Miss you so much dear !!

The best weekend this year

Location: Impiana KLCC Hotel, Room 1021
Mood: Blessed
Sights and sounds: Sound of some jap boys moaning from Steven's PC :P

The bare fact is, there is no standard method of doing this. It is always the little things that happened between the two of us which makes our relationship so special.

The number of events that I've experienced, unhappy ones have forced me to have a different point of view in many things, relationship included of course. Well back to my story, I must say it is a bless for me that someone out there actually cares so much for me and really cheered me up entirely, after so many things I've gone through.

I quite like the way as we progressed to this point, which is not the typical 'meet and fuck' type, but rather it's pretty slow-paced, hmm perhaps we are separated geographically :)

I remember there's no phone calls between us for the first year, not to mention meeting up in person a few weeks after we finally chat on the phone. I have totally no idea how we managed to stay in contact with just an occasional " Hi there" message on MSN.

So, we finally met last weekend and I shall never forget the experiences we had and I'd never want to go back to that occasional " Hi There" friend on MSN. Thanks Jeff ! You've made my life at this stage!

10 Days vs. 4 Years

It's been more than 24 hours since I last logged in my blog and check it out.

Today Simon ran a google search on my name "caseyfoo" (don't knw for what reason) and found my blog's url on the first entry. I find it, in a way, kinda cool though..haha

Well, it's been a long day yesterday, woke up at 6:30 and finished my classes at 5:30, went for a hair cut, loitered ard the city and later went to my sis' school's performance. "Malam Sinar Gemilang 2007" at Hotel Istana, KL.

Although it is one of the lousiest hotel still in existance, and the worst food ever served in a so called "gala" style dinner, the performances by various artiste were good enough for a primary school's annual dinner event. i enjoyed most with Khatijah Ibrahim's show and the last time I saw her performing was on the same event, 4 years ago.

4 years! wow time really flies and all I can say is i'm a totally different person after 4 years...
Although I said I've changed alot over the past 4 years, that doesn't mean it takes 4 years to change a person's mind and mentality. After all, how many 4 years can we afford to waste??

As all of my previous posts ever mentioned, the list of events that happened recently has, nevertheless, changed my perception and views in certain things and in another way, I should even be thankful for these events to occur now rather than later so that I'm a better person right now.

If you've read my previous posts, recently i had a conflict with another person and our stands have been changing over the time. (i.e.. I was supposed to get angry 1st but later on i did something that turns out to have pissed him off)

I'm glad he'd forgiven me, in a way, but he still need time to get over it. But anyway, I think this issue should come to an end and b resolved and I'm really grateful it is finally not bothering me anymore. 所謂 經一事；長一智.... I really hope we can still be friends and we could put this issue away as far as possible. huGs.

Overdone it...not pretty

誰人無得到一切的渴求

誰人無攻於心計的理由

平凡人生

天真過後要怎麼走

記得曾經看過一部劇集記得這首主題曲的歌詞..


原來最痛苦並不是受傷.... 最近在很短的時間內發生了太多事, 差點連我自己都要”跟不上了”.

之前以為全都是他人的錯, 都是他人對不起我, 是他人欠了我似的.

不過現在想起來; 其實我真的沒必要把事情稿得那麼難堪.....當初我承認我有要示威的念頭, 想要他知道我有多失望. 直到那天他跟我說他看了我另一個網誌的時候, 我才發覺自己也過了點兒火.

其實我也知道他跟他另一半也有很多煩惱, 說明是 long distance relationship. 我還曾用過這一點來批評他. 現在想起來, 我真的後悔了.

原本我們還可以成為buddies, 不過經過這件事後, 我感覺到他已經改變主意了. 我真的很討厭自己為什麼當初不能夠退一步, 冷靜下來才行動.

之前還以為被人拒絕的感受就是最痛苦了; 怎麼知到現在情況仿佛180度改變, 讓我覺得慚愧,愧疚, 才是最要命的!

也許他說得沒錯, 我真的很幼稚, but i've never admitted it. Now that i admit it and i'm truely feeling regretful. Sorry, please forgive me.

Fake Love? Illusion? Love Fantasy? It's all over the next morning?

"After all what I can feel is the fake love that i am always having will be disappeared when the next morning i wake up. FAKE LOVE!!"


It is hard to believe what love can do to a person, no matter how well we do in life, or how advanced we once called ourselves during the last job interview to the HR personnel not long ago.

Recently, I've got a reply (a not so direct reply) on another separate blog of his as a response to my previous post. What can I say? Long distance relationship is indeed, romantic. I'd not go against it, but doesn't mean I agree to it. It is their choice afterall.

At the same time, it is difficult to admit that any side tends to loose their patience after a period of time and will opt for some "local affairs" while their partner is away; while maintaining the long distance relationship and keeping it as a secret until when he feels his "local affair" start falling to him, and to avoid any trouble or being noticed from his "god" overseas when he comes back; so he finally reveals the hidden truth to his "local affair".



"Although I enjoyed the feeling being liked and chased by someone but sometimes when i was just over doing it, i would just hurt the one's heart whom likes me."

(Glad you notice that)

Is that a cheat? well, an irresponsible jerk will conveniently say "He (local affair)'s not even attached to me yet, how can he say i cheated on him?"

In our particular community, the circle is small enough that you can easily bump into your ex's ex or whichever relationships that you once classified them as "randomly picked, nobody knows online buddy".

Lastly, if you ask me if this is an irresponsible, hurting act, the answer is definite yes, no matter how many times you tried to explain or use beautiful expressions to run around the bushes, it will still kill one person deeply. So, this "predator" (haha it's abit of a harsh word to say but, hmm..nevermind ;-) ) is still "on the loose" and from deep of my heart i urge Dsy to stop creating fake illusions to people who gave hope on you (I just discovered there's more than one person).

Tell them and give a clear picture at the very beginning because human beings are not designed to suffer such painful truth due to your lack of patience or frustrations to your long distance partner. Good luck!



"Selfish? I don't think so.For me, as long as I can see people smile the next morning when you wake up, then i will be as happy as them.
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